You were the first of his creation.
I was just an addition to what He made.
To help you fulfill your purpose.
It was all about you, no me, all you.
I came as a help to make you complete.
But you felt all had been given to you.
So you treated me like the others He made.
You neither interacted or communicated with me.
I needed companionship and he came to me.
He told me many things you didn’t tell me.
He told me lies to get to you, so he could make me his own.
He knew if he owns me he owns you.
Even though you didn’t see the value in me. Because you owned me, you owned the world.
As a helper made for you and from you, I had no thought of my own.
I was thinking through you and in you.
I did exactly what you dream of doing.
You longed in your heart to eat it but you were afraid.
I was your beating heart going in every direction you tuned to.
I was your thinking mind that made all you desired real.
I acted accordingly, as you were in control of me.
But here you are blaming me for doing what you longed to do even before I was made.
You wanted to rule, to take charge and command as the Origin did.
I helped you in my ignorance, I help you as I loved you like me.
I helped you because I came out of you.
To fulfill your heart desires.
Your heart was my thought.
Your heart was my dream.
Your heart was my belief because I came out of you.
I heard the voice of your heart thinking through me, speaking through me and acting through me because we were one.
You wanted me to be his friend so you will get the secret manual of the Origin from him.
Even though you named him evil.
I didn’t know why you named him evil so I made him my friend.
You let me befriend him so you will gain more through him since you know he was created before you.
To make your creation pure. He was the dumping ground of all not needed.
For your being to have all that is needed.
But you needed more, more than what the Origin gave to you.
Now you blame me when I am you and acted like you as I thought in you and walked in you. I had no thought, I had no being.
My thought and being was you.
As we ate it I was separated from you.
As you blamed me you made me own myself.
Making me to be me and you to be you.
I should have made the Origin my best companion.
But the Origin gave me to you.
I move on as the Origin has done what you would have done.
To take the blame.
The Origin has taken my blame as He gave up himself for me.
He did this on a cursed tree.
I move on to build a mind of my own.
I am gone to the Origin, so He will remold me to be me, to be myself and I.
He is my Potter and I am his clay.
I am no longer you.
Bye my eternal partner.
You can only meet and see me through the Origin.
Whatever you want me to do, if the Origin doesn’t approve I won’t do it.
And as I surrender myself to the Origin who made you.
I have automatically put you under his authority.
Because whosoever owns me owns you.
I am your heart and thought is the reason you would have kept me with all diligence.
Because out of me are all the issues of life.
By Felicia Otop
Felicia OTOP is an inspirational/academic writer. She is a Christian scientist with a major in Sociology. She is a biblical theorist with two bible theories to her credit. A life coach and counselor. She loves to dance. She likes seeking adventures. She is also the awesome author of a best-selling book titled Sociology of Christian Marriage and Family, a book which is making its way round the hearts of many. You can click on this link to grab your awesome self a copy.